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i have nothing else...i have nothing left...i am always left alone

i just want someone to love me and care for me...

whenever i try to love someone and just starting...it goes the other way round.

it's not that i am desperate for guys, but i want someone there for me.. who can always be there for me other than the person who will love me.

my family...i can't give my trust to my family... they are not the one i am to put my hope on...i can't depend on them. i don't want to be hurt by them again.

i really don't like people to ignore me...the tension i will get is really unbearable. i can't sleep, can't concentrate and can't focus on anything i do. it's really suffocating me. i just want an answer.. an answer can make me more relieve rather than no answer at all.

please God!! just an answer...i want nothing else..Just one answer from him can really make me happy enough already...