Happiness~~^^

My dearest love one has come all the way from my hometown to see me though i am the one who sponsored him to come...i really miss him a lot and we had spent the days together for 24 hours~~

1st day~ arrived at the airport by 8pm plus and i was so thrilled to meet him

2nd day~ we planned to stay at home to pass the day as we were both tired~^^ but in the end,we plan to have a fresh outing to Sunway Pyramid as he never had been there before..i showed the places around and in the end he bought me a huge soft doggy!!>w<

3rd day~ we went for SHOPPING together and with my best friend too~~ though there is this moment where he is somehow turn very unhappy and jealous as the dress matcher had touch me a bit...LOL~~ so cute!!^w^

4th day~ we stayed at home today because well~~ we were both tired and kinda "broke" ~~so we decided to pass the by making foods~~"DUMPLINGS"!!!:3

5th day~ we went to Ikano, Ikea, The Curve, and E@Curve~~ ^^ we also went to watch movies together and had a great fun together by eating SWEDISH MEATBALLS!!!!:3

6th day~ we went to KLCC!!! yeah!:3 ~ we keep walking and walking all the way and in the end a movie of "The Piranha"!!>w<

7th day~ we went to 1 Utama today~~ nothing to do actually beside walking ...though we bought a large plate of SUSHI!!!!!YUMMMYY~~~^w^

8th day~ we planing to head over to Sunway Pyramid again to buy some groceries and maybe..just maybe to the Arcade!!^^ <3

A Restful Day

Yesterday and today...well, i feel really relieved and "released" from almost everything~~

i had a very happy moment chatting with my dearest and of course also the "Black Horse Prince".

the story of the Malay and a Chinese, well...there won't be any happy ending to it but then they did enjoy the time they had together...Chinese were worried about the Malay's sadness and the Malay were trying to comfort the Chinese whenever he could just to make her "SMILE".

whereas the beloved couple...there is left with 3 more days for the love birds to meet again and they were really excited about it...the female bird were keep thinking on how to spent their limited time together but in the end she made up her mind and was set to enjoy whatever they can and faced with happy memories before they departs again~~~

today, i had my "1 person vacation" in a shopping complex...it turns out quite boring as i was alone and nobody else to talk to...so i concluded my day trip back home with my little kitties!!...^^

hope everybody out there to have a happy and enjoyable life time and appreciate every moments that you have together with your beloved ones~~!!^^

~Fate~

this is what we call life,

life can be selfish in certain ways,

ones' heart will definitely be hurt.

love is a magnificent thing,

but love is a pick in the heart,

but love is a selfish thing,

but love is blind,

so matter what love is,

it will bring happiness then sadness.

religion is a obstacle,

one will discriminate the other,

but the subject was placed aside,

a story begins,

a Malay fell in love with a Chinese,

a Chinese is happy to know and be with him,

but a Chinese is in a relationship,

a Malay suppose to know that there

won't be a happy ending for him,

but yet a Malay still wants to go for it,

this makes a Chinese to be scare,

of hurting a Malay deeper...

Clueless,

Worried,

Scared,

Hurt~~~

Crying

i feel like crying now for what i did to him...i felt his sadness as it is because of me. i thought he would understand but he seems to misunderstand more. what should i do? i can't reverse the time. what has been done is done~~ there is no turning back and i need to face it no matter what...but there is no one i can reach out too...T_T i really need someone's support and advice....i can't simply tell this matter to anyone as i am afraid that they might tell the others and the "gossip" begins~~~

I am Really Confused

my boyfriend is coming in 5 days time and i am here chatting or talking and having fun with another guy...i know what i am doing now is really wrong~~ but i am scared that i fell in love with him and this cause my relationship with my love one is shaken. the hard and impossible to be with him is because...he is a "Malay" and i am a "Chinese". there wont be any happy ending.

i am really scared that i hurt him...but it is too late to regret of what i have done. i have just hurt him....i am really sorry. i understand every word he is trying to say to me, but i really cannot accept him. he knows that i am in a relationship and i do not want him to put to much high hope on it. i guess, i did make him to put on high hopes....it is all my stupidity act!!

i really do not know how to settle this matter now but to apologize to him and let the time pass...i know that he may not forgive me that easily but i do not deserve his forgiveness.... i am really sorry...T_T

New House

Me and my friends had just moved in to this new house that we just rented for 2 months already. so far so good~~ but no matter where you are, there will be complications.

K : she is very weird. but for the past few days, i am unhappy with her because she started

to be so busy-body and whenever she comes to my room, she never knocks. there is also this

one time that my friend told me when i was out, she started going through my laptop.

from that moment, i am really "so" unhappy with her!!

F : actually, i don't have much against her, but then i don't really like to spend time with her

because she do not like to share her things with others but likes to borrow from the others.

this is the part that i do not like about her, and .....in conclusion, i still don't really like to

spend time with her..:P

Y : she is a very good friend that i am so certain for sure but there is this problem

sometimes... she gets on my nerves due to her characteristics. she is a very good listener,

but it is just sometimes, she talks too much and it annoys me..maybe she do notice it or

maybe she does not...but so far, i am still okay with that "part" of her in my life.

N : she is very funny and straight forward type of person, and i like her...sometimes, i am

jealous of her because a lot of guys likes her cheerful smile...^^ guess thats her fact of being

able to attract good guys~~

no long after we moved in to our house, another friend moved in..she is nice and cheerful..

but i am having a difficulty in communicating with her especially about the rental or money

things...cause i really do not want to give her an impression that i keep asking money from

her when she moves in...

^o^~~ i really hope things will change in a better way when time pass as it does pass very

quickly...

Classmates

i used to have this good "black" friend....we spend all our times together and doing things together.

but things change once i got back from my holidays in June. she started not talking to me and my other friends, giving us the cold shoulders and discriminating us. i really don't know why she did it...i really wanted to know about it cause i know that i did not do anything wrong.

at first, i just pretend to not know about what is happening and tried to ignore everything...but it changes when i saw the posts she posted up on her Facebook, saying that there is people that is very selfish and never thinks...maybe she is not saying me and my other friends but i am furious about it...cause i am 99 % certain that she is talking about us...

however, all i could do is to ignore everything that she is trying to do...

secondly...ever since semester 1, i hated her so much cause she broke my kettle and her bitchy ascent~~ LOL ...i don't know why, but no matter what, she agreed to herself that the first time she saw me...she can't live under the same roof with me...so, now i will say it back to her, i regretted helping her in everything from the very beginning!!!:P

PS: IGNORE THE FLIES!!~~

Confused

i really don't know is it correct for me to do it this way or not...but in others view..i am wrong

i have a boyfriend that really loves and never will change his love for me even though our problem is our distance and my parents does not approve him... but i do love him...it is just that my love for him is not as strong as his. sometimes i feel like i have no boyfriend at all~~

my boyfriend loves me and i "used" to love him or "still" loving him...nowadays, i do not have any topics to talk to him about, i really could not find any chatting points with him...maybe it is because we have been so long a part and i am living my life as normal as all the time which has nothing special in it...

in the period of moments, its where i met him..the cute boy that loves pink a lot...(i have no idea why)~~ in my days of boredom and so called as "loneliness", he spend a lot of times talking to me and we share quite a few things together...from that part, well, i am very happy and thrilled. the best part of him is that i really "loved" it to see him playing guitar...i really can sleep there and then...^^~~so sweet the melodies..

August~ Flower Bloom

i study in a private college of Medical Imaging, and of course i will have seniors and juniors..

Seniors, what should i say about them~~ i knew this guy that i thought it might be good person and a friend to know of~ but then soon i realize that he is the type of person that i will never want to know about. A word about him is , "2-faced or thinks that he is everything type of person" ...really annoying..haiz.. wasted my time with this type of person.

Juniors, well, i met them all and i had a very enjoyable time with them... they seems to be fine to me...but there is this 2 particular guys, one is handsome and one is cute... i like the handsome one but then my friend likes him too...so i just have to keep it secret~~ whereas the other one, he likes me..that is something i am certain about...^^ we have been talking a lot lately and he seems caring about everything i am going through especially when i am emotional problems...i really like that moment..LOL~~

4/9/2010

1st day of holiday at home with my friend and my kids (my cats actually)~~

i am no idea on doing what for the day~~ i slept and swam in the evening~~

later that definitely eat!!~~^^

but then though had pass the day, i missed someone~~ actually theirs two...

i missed them but i feel guilty sometimes cause i can't choose 2 person at once right??

so...i really don't know what am i suppose to do about it...T^T