my boyfriend is coming in 5 days time and i am here chatting or talking and having fun with another guy...i know what i am doing now is really wrong~~ but i am scared that i fell in love with him and this cause my relationship with my love one is shaken. the hard and impossible to be with him is because...he is a "Malay" and i am a "Chinese". there wont be any happy ending.
i am really scared that i hurt him...but it is too late to regret of what i have done. i have just hurt him....i am really sorry. i understand every word he is trying to say to me, but i really cannot accept him. he knows that i am in a relationship and i do not want him to put to much high hope on it. i guess, i did make him to put on high hopes....it is all my stupidity act!!
i really do not know how to settle this matter now but to apologize to him and let the time pass...i know that he may not forgive me that easily but i do not deserve his forgiveness.... i am really sorry...T_T
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